Thursday, September 11, 2014

PSALM 137 - We Shall Never Forget...

How shall we sing the Lord's song in a foreign land? If I forget you, O Jerusalem, let my right hand forget its skill! Let my tongue stick to the roof of my mouth if I do not remember you, if I do not set Jerusalem above my highest joy!  (Verses 4-6)

Babylon was full of wonders. It was situated in southern Mesopotamia along the Euphrates River approximately fifty miles south of modern day Baghdad. Until the nineteenth century, it was considered to be a mythical place conjured by the writers of the Bible. Archaeological digs, however, revealed not only its existence, but corroborated the historical accounts of its greatness. The Hanging Gardens there were one of the Seven Wonders of the Ancient World. Culturally and politically, it was ahead of its time, commercially opulent and intellectually proud. It was a place to pique the senses. To challenge humility. To fall in step with the hedonism that seeped into every corner of its existence. It might be hard to keep the Old Covenant in a foreign land so overflowing with opportunity to indulge one's every desire. To forget Jewish-ness. To trade gods.

This is an interesting place to light today--September 11, 2014--thirteen years after our own wealthy and somewhat complacent country was invaded by terrorists who blew us up. We were glib before then...and some of us, not that long afterward. America doesn't get hit that way...or so we thought. But we live in a volatile world. Bombs can now be half-expected when we run a marathon or shop in downtown New York City. If we don't forget that day in 2001 when airplanes ripped apart the Twin Towers and sent over 3000 people to their deaths, some flying out of windows, some trapped in stairwells, some burnt up from the initial explosion and those running, hearts beating, into the building to save whoever they could, it will impact how we live even now. But some memories are short.

I read in the paper today about a man who missed the flight from Boston that morning. The one that exploded only minutes later in New York. He and a guy in an airport fast food place joked about the fact it could have been him. Briefly it made the young man think about his own mortality, but when asked by the reporter if the experience of being saved because of a late taxi and two elderly people had changed his life in any way, the answer was, "No. No it hasn't changed me." I think he forgot how thankful he was that day. How close the enemy came to taking his life at the young age of twenty-seven. Then there was the doubt the act of war created. How can the whole world be in the hands of God and this kind of thing happen? And in the rubble, standing with the smoke of the fire still rising in vapors from its crossbeam was a cross. A reminder? Maybe. That men cause wars. That hate kills. That God hates it and will one day judge it done. That is what I think. But it made us all look to what we really believe about faith and God. About good things happening to bad people. Toward the thousands who grieved the thousands dead. How could we ever forget such a nightmare?
How in the rubble of the present do we sing songs to the God we knew before it all changed?

If circumstances, even ones so devastating as this one, on a personal or political level tempt us to wrench ourselves from our faith, we must also remember Who God is. A group of Islamic terrorists bombed New York City that day. God did not. Hitler, Stalin and Hirohito succumbed to the enemy, sold their souls for power, believing a lie. Likewise, Osama Bin Laden and the jihadists who loved him made the choice to do us in. They didn't succeed. But there was residual damage to our nation and to our hearts. We must continue to sing our songs to our God, lest they dry up in our mouths and our fingers forget how to strum our praise on guitar and harp. We must trust Him that as the Righteous Judge, all will one day be made right. Our own lives cannot be our highest joy lest we wither from hopelessness. May we never forget the loss. May we never forget our own vulnerability. May we never forget September 11, 2001.
 

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

PSALM 137 - On The Eve of 9/11

By the waters of Babylon, there we sat down and wept, when we remembered Zion. On the willows there, we hung our lyres. For there our captors required of us songs, and our tormentors, mirth, saying, "Sing us one of the songs of Zion!" (Verses 1-3)

Trapped by the enemy in foreign territory. No way out. The love and comfort of home seems years past. Except for the memory of its safety and warmth, the former joys are but a thing of the past. Hardly hoped for any more. The song was literal for the Jewish congregation who sang this song. Captured by the Babylonians, the Israelites had suffered great loss, most notably the murders of their babies. Ripped from the arms of their mothers and dashed against rocks in a bloody display of hatred for the Jews. Gut-wrenching infanticide that Israel never forgot. Stripped of their possessions and made to live once again as slaves to the Babylonians, whose nation was built upon nihilistic pleasure and festered in its prosperity, the Jewish people were at the mercy of those in whose land they now found themselves.

The captivity covered them in shame. Well, slavery always does. Whatever we find ourselves bound by will rule us. As refugees, the Jews streamed into the streets of the opulent Babylon carrying only what could be taken in their hands or in the packs on their backs. So in the hands of some there were lyres and small harps. A song in the wilderness, perhaps. Played on blood-splattered instruments in the hope of hearing strains of hymns once sung in peace time. Closing their eyes as they strummed in order to recapture Zion.

It all seemed far away and unreal for me at first blush when I read this psalm this morning, sitting at my table looking out at the patio where palm trees move lightly in the breeze and hummingbirds flit around the flowers. But for most of the world, life is much like Babylonian captivity. ISIS posts videos of captives being beheaded in bloody wrath. Syrians die from chemical weapons, children writhing in the streets, eyes rolled back. Hamas and Israel fight it out over Palestinian territory, while Iran tortures Christian missionaries in its prisons. I'm sure all of them long for home. For what it was like before all the bloodshed and chaos. And, we approach 9/11 tomorrow. The reminder that our enemies are out there, too. Waiting, plotting, perhaps, to take away our freedoms and throw the chains of bondage around our wrists.

For Christians, the world is pretty much a foreign land. All around us there are people trapped in shame or driven by hubris. We are called to humility and love; counter intuitive to the hedonism that drives our meth-driven, alcohol fueled, power hungry, self-satisfied, lustful, joyless society. A place where abortion is lauded as a good thing, the smashing of our children fresh from the womb. And we don't even know we are at war. So trapped are those around us that the enemy is unrecognizable as infanticide (and soon euthanasia) become the accepted method controlling the population and increasing our disposable income. Oh, we are imprisoned. By our own self-centeredness. Our nation is Babylon. And that didn't end well.

How do I live in Babylon? I have xenophobia sometimes. Sometimes I feel the pull toward all the stuff that distracts and enslaves. Babylon says, according to Isaiah 47: "I am and there is no one besides me; I shall not sit as a widow or know the loss of children." Self-sufficient and rich, they don't need God. Those of us who know Him wince at the hubris. Our God is patient. Waits. For a turn of heart. A shift of priorities. An acknowledgment that it is He Who alone is I AM. To the Babylonians, God had this to say as a warning: "Now, therefore, you lovers of pleasures, who sit securely, who say in your heart, 'I am, and there is no one beside me..': These two things shall come upon you in a moment, in a day; the loss of children and widowhood shall come upon you in full measure, in spite of your many sorceries and the great power of your enchantments." Oh, Babylon, listen. We can still be saved! God said: "If My people who are called by my name will humble themselves and pray and seek My face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land (2 Chronicles 7:14)." On the eve of 9/11, may we pray like never before, for America and for our tumultuous, war-ravaged world.

 

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

PSALM 136 - Can You Blame Him?

It is He Who remembered us in our low estate, for His steadfast love endures forever; and rescued us from our foes, for His steadfast love endures forever; He Who gives food to all flesh, for His steadfast love endures forever. Give thanks to the God of heaven, for His steadfast love endures forever.   (Verses 23-26)

God told Moses He wasn't going to go into the promised land with the rebellious children He'd led through the wilderness. To Moses, God said: "Depart! Go up from here, you and your people you have brought up out of the land of Egypt to the land which I swore to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob...I will send a angel before you...go up to the land flowing with milk and honey; but I will not go up among you lest I consume you on the way, for you are a stiff-necked and stubborn people (Exodus 33)!" Yikes! An exasperated God, unwilling to live any more with a people who fashioned a gold calf out of the spoils of their slavery then bowed down to worship it instead of the miracle-working God Who'd proved His love for them over and over again in the wilderness. Can you blame Him?

The original commandments, etched by God's own finger into tablets of stone, now lay shattered in chalky shards on the desert floor. It broke God's heart, so He didn't want to travel with the "children" any longer. All it would take to get the refugees to the land of promise was one angel. Really? So His Presence was always an unnecessary bonus. A proof of His great stubborn love. God moved along with His people because He wanted to be with them.

Of course, Moses, the great smasher of stone tablets, can't fathom being left alone with the rebellious and untamed lot from Egypt, so he pleads with God to change His mind. Precisely because the people are stubborn and rebellious.

The next morning, after His conversation with Moses, God meets the prophet on the top of Mount Sinai. In his grip, Moses carries two new tablets, freshly hewn, per God's instructions. They are a blank page for God to write, a second time, His commandments for His people. I can't even properly imagine what happens next. God comes fully upon the mountain summit, covering it in a thick cloud of Presence...and stands there with the man. The two of them. Not speaking, yet. Moses adjusting himself to the overwhelming aura of God's glory; God adjusting to the smallness of the confines of a mountain top on Earth. Then God walks in front of Moses as the mountain quakes with the power of a heavenly visitation and the unrestrained authority of the Voice which spoke all things into being speaking to a prophet. There God declares His character: "The Lord, the Lord, a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness, keeping steadfast love for thousands, forgiving iniquity, transgression and sin, but Who will by no means clear the guilty." There. He declared it. The very reason He will go with Moses and the people. His character.

Thrown face-down by God's words, Moses worships Him in the vaporous cloud that's included him in glory. "If I've found favor with you, please go with us into the land Your promised. We are stiff-necked and stubborn and we need Your love and forgiveness. Please take us for Your inheritance!"

If I were God, the argument would've been puny. Go with us for precisely the reason that we are vain and mutinous. I mean, how can a people with such flaws ever by anything without their God Who provides even their daily bread? Even with God, in their very midst, the people weren't capable of walking faithfully with Him for very long. But God, ever faithful, ever loving, redoes the commandments. Etching once more, in miraculous splendor, the rules that quite literally never should have been broken the first time! Then He promises more marvels! "It is an awesome thing that I will do with you (Exodus 34)."

"Greater love has no man than this, that he lay down his life for his friends," said Jesus in the moments before His death (John 15). Hours later, on another mountain top, the Voice of God cried out, "It is finished." The character of God meeting head-on the selfish, arrogant, rebellious heart of mankind. Defeating it because He is "the Lord, the Lord, a God gracious and merciful, abounding in steadfast love." How should we live then? Based upon such unrelenting, all-encompassing and prodigious love? If our own ridiculous lawlessness in the face of His omnipotence can be overcome by God's great love for us--by its steadfast, never-changing, eternal, ironic, inexplicable love--then we must be a people characterized by hearts so thankful that God is grateful not that we grovel at His feet, but that we get His heart.

Monday, September 8, 2014

PSALM 136 - Moving On Down the Road

(Give thanks to) Him Who struck down great kings, for His steadfast love endures forever;
and killed mighty kings, for His steadfast love endures forever; Sihon, king of the Amorites, for  His steadfast love endures forever; and Og, king of Bashan, for His steadfast love endures forever; and gave their land as a heritage, for His steadfast love endures forever.
(Verses 17-21)

When I was a kid, my father used to mow the lawn on Saturday evenings. Usually, he'd waited until it grew up pretty high, so maybe not every weekend found him out in the yard. Because I thought it was fun to run around in the swaths Daddy cut through the yard, he'd mow the grass in crazy patterns that I'd have to follow. I'd run behind the mower then all over the yard in the labyrinth my dad created. I'm sure the yard wasn't very pretty when we finished because not only were the swaths in silly patterns, but the newly cut grass was mushed down by my constant running over it. But I was happy, green stained feet and all.

Sometimes that's the way I feel about following my heavenly Father. Like He's cutting swaths in random paths that I follow until my feet turn green. Unlike my daddy, though, this Father has a plan. The journey isn't all fun and frolic. My path is leading somewhere, and He will make sure I get there. No matter what it takes. On an earthly plane, it means I was created with purpose, here, on this planet. Eternally, I'm assured the road cut out of the dust on which I walk will lead to home with Him. It is His covenant promise to me that He'll get me there. As Paul said in Philippians 1:6: And I am sure of this, that He Who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ.

Sihon and Og were evil kings bent on the destruction of God's people. They'd won their land through the bloodiest of regimes. In order for the children of God to get to the land He'd promised them--the life He'd covenanted with them they'd possess--they had to go through Amorite country and face the armies of Bashan who denied them access. It was a war too big for the desert weary people of God to conquer alone. God had to be present in the fight to get His children where He wanted them to go. Their battle was His battle. God knew where to cut the swath and Og and Sihon were obstinately in the way and violently opposed to the invasion of their country by Egyptian refugees. Sounds rather modern day, doesn't it?

What God wants for His people, He gets. One way or the other. Nations, circumstances and powers can bow to that or be decimated in the process. I know to some that sounds cruel of God, but before we blame Him for His steadfast love for those who love Him, we might want to pause. Og and Sihon made choices. Decided to push against the national will of God. What might have happened if they'd given some of their land to the refugees or given them safe passage through. Sounding, once again, modern day?

God sees our individual destinies and the fate of the world as an accomplished thing. He's not waiting with bated breath to see how things will turn out. However, within God's sovereignty we have choices to make. There is personal freedom to choose right in the greater scheme of how it all will eventually come down for mankind. While His eye is on the nations of the world, it's also looking lovingly on His own. From God's viewpoint, there is a swath measured out for mankind, for sure. But our lives, tiny and insignificant in comparison, are no less described and protected by our God. Just as He orders the universe to expand, the rain to fall, and the sun to shine, God also orders the events of His kids in a swath that finally leads us home. So when my little green feet stop at the crossroads and my heart beats hard from running down the path, I must wait to see where my Father next cuts the row. It's up to Him to lead me on down the road. And He will...whatever it takes.

Thursday, September 4, 2014

PSALM 136 - Munch On Manna For A While

(Give thanks) To Him Who struck down the firstborn of Egypt, for His steadfast loves endures forever; and brought Israel out from among them, for His steadfast love endures forever; with a strong hand and an outstretched arm, for His steadfast love endures forever; to Him Who divided the Red Sea in two, for His steadfast love endures forever; and made Israel pass through the midst of it, for His steadfast love endures forever; but overthrew Pharaoh and his host in the Red Sea, for His steadfast love endures forever; to Him Who led His people through the wilderness, for His steadfast love endures forever.   (Verses 10-16)

First the miracles and then the wilderness. Of course, the miraculous rescue of Israel from its slavery in Egypt was out of the box! Signs and wonders now epic. The stuff of movie after movie. God gave Moses a stick, ordinary except for its use as a sort of wand that changed things when anointed by God to do so. Put it into the Nile and blood runs there instead of water. Place it at the edge of the Red Sea and water parts, walled up on either side of a nation which then passes through on dry land to the other side. Over a million people hurried across with livestock and possessions before the Egyptian army caught up. They had second thoughts about letting Israel leave after all. The army plunged into the miracle sea only to have it swallow them up, chariots and all. God will do whatever it takes to get His children out of bondage. Even now.

However, there is still the job of getting bondage out of us. And so God led His people into and out of the wilderness. What was there? Not leeks and onions. They were fed, all right, but with this white stuff that fell from the sky that Israel called manna - what is it? Every day "what is it" covered the ground. "Don't take more than you need for this day." They learned quickly that if they stored up God's provision for another day, it rotted. No shopping malls. They lived in the shoes they left with for forty years. No meat. Complain and grumble against God. Sick of manna. Where's the beef? Angry, God pours birds from the sky...too many, and some get sick from gorging. Thirst was there, too. We have to look at our need in the wilderness. To understand our inability to provide for ourselves. Moses raised the stick and out of a rock gushed enough water for a nation where there was not oasis. Most importantly, though, God was there. At night His Presence was a pillar of fire. By day God led His children by a cloud. When God moved, the people moved. When He was still, they must be still. His provision didn't even make sense sometimes. Out of nothing God gave them all they needed...just not all they wanted. The promise of a land flowing with milk and honey was ahead. But they couldn't take Egypt with them in their hearts.

In the wilderness? I've been there more than once. I needed my hard drive erased. Brought down to the simplicity of following God when He takes away the thing that medicates--whatever we go to instead of cloud and fire--and makes us look at our need. Wildernesses show us we are hungry and thirsty and we've been trusting in something else to nourish our needs. In the arid atmosphere, there is only us and God. If He doesn't provide, we will die there. And we can't usually see how in the world He can get us through. Manna isn't steak, and we want Him to give us filet mignon. But our stomachs are greedy and we've forgotten how to let God take care of us. Out of nothing, He does. He will. Because the point of the wilderness is to reconnect to God, to yearn for only Him. To obey again. If you have been delivered from bondage, it was a miracle! And you know it! The therapy of the desert is necessary because God wants you to go into the new season of joy and power without the trappings of your former idol. Drink from the Rock and munch on the manna. Our God is all we need.

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

PSALM 136 - Always On His Mind

He made the heavens skillfully. His love is eternal. He spread the land on the waters. His love is eternal. He made the great lights. His love is eternal. The sun to rule by day, His love is eternal; the moon and stars to rule by night. His love is eternal.  (Verses 5-9)
 
No one can see God, but Jesus is exactly like Him. He ranks higher than anything that has been made. Through His power all things were made--things in heaven and on earth, things seen and unseen, all powers, authorities, lords and rulers. All things were made through Christ and for Christ. He was there before anything was made, and all things continue because of Him.
Colossians 1: 15-17  Italics, mine.

It is, for some of us, a revolutionary thought that the God Who created the earth and stars, painted onto land its mountains and streams, set to harmonious music the songs of the stars (Job 38:7), and divided time into days and nights did it out of His eternal love. The only thing I have to compare that with is the joy I receive from my children or from creating something new when I write. It's the joy of thinking a thing in its splendor then actually seeing it manifest in reality. Except I can't simply speak something into being as God did.

The thrilling thought for me this morning is the pre-existent God of All had a thing on His mind to do. That thing was conceived in love. His great eternal agape pushed His mighty heart to make the world. Why? There must have been some great joy in designing it all, looking at it once completed, and always the resounding confirmation: "It is good." The Godhead, excited about how to show all who dwell in eternity how immense everlasting love is. That it will stoop to a created orb in order to lavish the  puny inhabitants with heavenly anointing oil and wash them in the waters of life! God stretching Himself toward creatures made in the image and likeness of the eternal One. Us. Man was the crowning glory of creation. After God said, "Let Us make man in Our image," He stepped back, looked at the beauty and symmetry of everything Christ spoke into being and said, It is very good!"

We are center to creation's purpose and power. Given by the Creator to have dominance over the earth. Set in the garden to care for it and enjoy it as He did. So the bigger thought is this: In Christ, He chose us before the world was made, so that we could be His holy people--people without blame before Him. Because of His love, God had already decided to make us His own children through Christ Jesus. That was what He wanted and what pleased Him, and it brings praise to God because of His wonderful grace (Ephesians 1). It is of us God was thinking first. Before He designed the universe in which our planet is suspended. The image of each of us pre-existed in the HEART of God long before He set His great architectural opus in place. God has ALWAYS loved us. Before we took on flesh. And will always love us when we relinquish it to the dust and fly to Jesus as the eternal ones we are.

I am completely known and understood, then. I've always been precious to Him even in the times I wasn't precious to others. My life has design...purpose. It fits in right now with the era in which I was born. No accidents. Pre-loved before I was packaged in flesh to roam this planet with my hand in His.
Not only that, it won't be over for Earth until Jesus declares it so--the story written before the world was spoken into being by Jesus. It is He who "holds everything together" even now. By His love. For the earth He made, for the moon, stars, sun, land, water, mountains and streams. To save it from eternal ruin, the Creator God slipped one night into a manger filled with other lambs, knowing the price He would pay to show His everlasting love to those into whom He'd breathed His very breath. Stretched upon a cross, dying the death we should have died, the Logos, the very Word of God, spoke our destiny with Him into being: "It is finished!" The plan from before the before now realized in the atonement. For all eternity, all its inhabitants, things seen and unseen, authorities, rulers, powers and lords to look upon the passionate, untamed, voracious love of God! It is still up to Jesus, the risen God of All, to determine the exact times and hours of Earth's existence. We linger in our rebellion and sin because He is being patient with you. He does not want anyone to be lost, but He wants all people to change their hearts and lives (2 Peter 3:9).

Love has always been. And goes on forever. Conceived in love, we are precious now and forever. Earth isn't the beginning of my journey with God and death isn't the end of it. He has made me to be eternal like Him. I want to swim in that love today, dipped into the stream of it. Regardless of all the horrific things those made to be like Him have dreamed up in our present age, beheadings and war, genocide and perversions, Love waits until there is nothing more for which to hope. Until it is time. Our God's unfathomable love will keep us until the earthly clock runs out and bids us into timeless wonder.

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

PSALM 136 - Stomping Off to Bible Study

Give thanks to the Lord for He is good, for His steadfast love endures forever. Give thanks to the God of gods, for His steadfast love endures forever. Give thanks to the Lord of lords, for His steadfast love endures forever, to Him alone Who does great wonders, for His steadfast love endures forever;  (Verses 1-4)

God is never doing just one thing. The events of our lives are multi-layered in tiers that go ultimately to the heart. Three years ago, some ladies in the church I attend hurt me in such a way that it took several weeks for me to sort it out. In the decisions they made about me, their intent was not to wound me. Of this I'm certain. But the manner in which they handled their difficulty with me was hurtful. My battle was to not let Satan turn the hurt into full-blown offense which can only create bitterness. In the wake of this situation, there was a new Bible study being held at the house of one of the ladies. I did not want to go. In fact, told my husband and daughter that I wasn't going. I mean, why would I show up when I felt they didn't want me there? Both Bill and Vanessa told me the "right thing to do" would be to attend the study with a good attitude. I kinda hated them for saying that. Mainly because it was the truth. So I stomped off to the study that night, Bible in hand, doing the "right thing" with a pretty wrong heart.

There was a new woman there. She had short platinum blond hair and was chatty and cute. Before we all settled in on the couch of our hostess to begin watching Beth Moore on DVD, we all shared prayer requests. Jennifer, the new attendee, began to weep as she asked us to pray that she could get pregnant. She and her young husband had been trying to have a baby for six years with no pregnancy. Sobbing then as she cried her misery, I heard the Holy Spirit say very clearly: "Put your hands on her and pray!"

"May we pray for you right now?" I heard myself asking.

"Please," was her plaintive reply as we all gathered round Jennifer and asked God to allow her to conceive. And that was that. She didn't return to the study. I returned only sporadically.

Sunday morning, Bill and I went to church as we usually do. Vanessa and our son, Will, helped lead an amazing worship service. Our pastor gave his usual amazing sermon. As I turned to leave, a young woman came running up to me carrying a toddler in her arms. "Do you remember me?" she asked, tears already streaming down her face. I didn't. "I'm Jennifer. You prayed for me three years ago that I could have a baby, and I got pregnant that very night!" Striding up behind her was her husband with another boy in his arms. Three years old. The fruit of our night's prayer. "This is the baby God gave me," Jennifer said as she stroked the boy's back. "And this is the second boy God gave us!" She couldn't control the tears. "I've thought a hundred times that I need to go to this church to tell you about the miracle God did that night. Yesterday, I knew I had to get here today and show you my boys."

Tears of joy streaked my face, too, as we prayed together, thanking God for the wonders He works. For the generosity of His great heart. For answering the prayers of one woman with a bad attitude who could at least hear Him tell her to pray. I gave thanks for the fact that my Father knew I had a wrong heart doing the right thing and still was able to mesmerize me with His goodness. I gave thanks with Jennifer and her husband that every time she looks at her three-year-old, she sees the steadfast love of a God Who works wonders when we ask.